3.24.2011

Day 48 (Ode to a pretty frog and its vapid lily pad)

HEY there?
          How YOU doing?
YOU okay?
                                                       i am concerned.
is there a lesson to BE learned?
NO?
                      just another sojourn?
                                        an adventure in SELF indulgence?
YOU'VE never HURT anyone though.
                                                YOU were always the one getting HURT...
RIGHT?
                                   RIGHT?
no ANSWER?
oh come now you know i jest.
                                               maybe this is just a test.
                                         YOU know YOU'RE the best.
called YOURSELF my little sister
                                     and sometimes 
i admitted how much i missed HER
                                                                 but honey this aint a song by Mr. Mr. 
         no 
                                    it's a relentless look back
                        an initial attack
                                    now YOU claimed the high horse
i never road in on
                 the problem YOU have is YOU cant move on
     life gave YOU a raw deal
                so YOU through a pity party,
                                     invited all that you met but i was tardy,
no one told me it was BYOB,
                                     but there was nothing between YOU and me,
                i'm no jilted lover
                                             simply a bored observer
of YOUR SELF destructive behavior
                                so poor me another
                                                                     YOU can have YOUR high road i'd rather trail blaze
                      now a simple questions was left soaking my lips
                                                   how the fuck didn't YOU notice the smell of YOUR OWN shit?
                                         
                         it must BE pretty pungent
                                                   or was your head to far up YOUR OWN asshole?
                                                                                 searching crevasses always claiming to fearful,
YOU loved the sound of YOUR OWN voice
                                                 got YOU what wanted through batted eyelash
                                         jilted smile
                                         it took a while
soon discovered YOU only like to receive  
                                                                              down on both knees
                                                    the self determined MARTYR
                                    longing for someone to hand YOU oaken plank
                                                                        so YOU can drive YOUR OWN nails in
then would YOU win?
Its a swirl in this emotional state
find it hard to relate
but really this was YOUR fate 
YOU wanted nothing more
than to be societies tawdry whore
spreading legs thin
                                              
                                                          across societal bread loaves
                                                                                longing to be loathed
YOU poured YOUR guts out
                    tore YOUR heart out
                                            and begged for someone to stomp on it
                does that make YOU feel loved
                                                    does that make it feel real?
                                       books on tape
                                                      cheesy therapeutically lines aside
                                  what the fuck is on YOUR mind?
                                                                                 who the fuck are YOU?
other than a poorly done impersonation
                                             of the SELF YOU keep on claiming
judgemental
habits of the fanatical
radical
mental patients
                                                YOUR sinking ship set sail
                   on the sea of YOUR insanity
                                              but no worries
                                                          at least YOUR pretty

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